So here we are. I am an adult who can swallow pills.. YAY. And no one officially cares because i should have been doing this a long time ago..
So these past few days have been quite wonderful. So as i have mentioned in previous posts i am familiar with the Jarisch-Herxheimer reaction. To describe what this reaction is correctly i think it is best to refer to Lemon & Lyme's Blog post:
"Chronic Lyme patients have to deal with the Jarisch-Herxheimer Reaction from antibiotics. The reaction is named after Adolf Jarisch and Karl Herxheimer who published descriptions of the reaction in 1895 and 1902, respectively (Rull).
For short, it's often referred to as "the JHR," "herxing," or "a herx." Not all patients will herx, it depends on the level of infection and the type of treatment, among other factors, but it's something to be aware of before beginning treatment. If not expecting it, a herx can be a terrifying and incredibly disorienting experience....Herxing occurs when dead or dying bacteria release large amounts of toxins into blood and tissues at an alarming rate. "This provokes a sudden and exaggerated inflammatory response" ("Herxheimer..."). Essentially, the body is attempting to eliminate the released toxins much faster than it is able to ("A Body...").The bacteria can also drill into the white blood cells and live inside. Killing these particular bacteria also results in the death of the host cell. The immune system releases the massive inflammatory response, and this will "cause a rise in symptoms in the area in which the bacteria are being killed"".
When in actuality it looks more like this:
Fevers
Hot Sweats
Nausea
Muscle Pain
Joint Pain
Headaches
Hypersensitivity to Light
Hypersensitivity to Sound
Hypersensitivity to Smells
Anxiety
Depression
Paranoia
Muscle Weakness/Fatigue
Mental Exhaustion
Cognitive Problems
Trouble Reading
Slowed Motor Function
Vertigo
Short Term Memory Loss
Tachycardia
Heart Palpitations
Bloating
Bathroom Problems (Diarrhea -Constipation)
Hallucinations
SOUND LIKE FUN YET?
The hardest part of all of this is that i look completely normal when the majority of this is happening. Which makes all of this that much harder constantly reminding people that although i may look well.. its not all what it seems.
Invisible diseases take their toll mentally, physically, psychologically.
I am beat down, tired, nauseous, and tired tired tired... and to believe this is only the beginning of the beginning.
3/21 days down...
Well written. Take care! x
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